My First Photographs.

Becoming a Photographer.

Let me take you on a journey of my first photographs. Photographs that shaped my becoming a photographer as well as an artist.

Cameras fascinated me as a child. I remember getting into trouble for playing with a camera at a house we stayed at while at a home stay I lied when asked if I had taken any shots. I had.  I guess that was my first photograph.

My first camera was given to me on the trip to Geraldton. I was eight and I took some interesting images.  I will include them here if I find them. But reviewing them later I realized I had a good eye for composition.  

I really entered the world of Photography at the end of year Ten.  We had electives each afternoon for the last three weeks to keep the kids at school. I chose photography and video making.  The photography teacher gave me a camera with some film and said to use it up. We would develop it the next day.  He then called me and another senior student in before lunch the next day and showed us how to develop it. Then in the session He asked us both to teach the rest of the class how to do it.  Wow, that was some training by fire.

Brilliant teaching technique and I really had to learn my stuff. He went on to make us both teaching assistants.  It paid off because both of us went on to use photography for our major works.   Below are the first two photographs from that first roll. 

Typewriter

Black and white photo of an old typewriter. My first photograph.

This was my first photograph that I developed and printed myself. This typewriter was in the art room.  I was careful of how I took it. I think I had the old colour film mentality of making each shot count.  It has always impressed me as a brilliant image. One I’m very proud of. 

Mr Bruce Jarvis

Portrait of my art teacher in his classroom.

The second image on that roll was of my art teacher Bruce Jarvis.  Again wow, what a portrait. One shot. Mr Jarvis was much loved by all the boys.  I have kept in touch with him over the years.  He was gracious enough to open my Art Exhibition in the Purple Noon Art Gallery in 2014. 

Blue Gum Forest – Grose Valley, Blackheath.

Atmospheric Sepia image of a creek with sunlight filtering through the trees

This Photo was one of my earliest images – it was taken at Blue Gum Forest – near Blackheath NSW,  when I was in year 11, 1974 It was during a scout camp. We camped there but camping was banned at this location soon after. Fortunately, my eldest sister purchased this image with another of our campsite.  Otherwise, it would have been lost. Fifty years later the photo has a lot of damage which is visible in the light areas. 

I went on to study Photography as a Minor subject for my Art degree.  I was not allowed to do it as a major as Photography was not considered real art at that time. This changed in the next decade.  My lecturer Joe Perone was an East Coast Photographer who challenged this view.  He was previously a photography lecturer at MIT. That’s Massachusetts. He was a very big influence on my art photography development. 

Sale yards

Cattle sale yards  with a truck backing up to collect recent purchase.  White cow in the midst of brown cows.

This image was taken during the first weeks of my degree. It is at Wagga sale yards.  Again another amazing shot. Not a one-off this time but a once-in-a-lifetime image. The truck was backing back and I waited to get the right angle before clicking.  What luck to get a white cow in the middle like that.  

But there was a problem. When I developed the film there was a hair on the white cow’s back.   I made a rooky mistake. I saw the hair and when it wouldn’t blow off, I plucked it off. Ripped might have been the better word, as it took off the emulsion with it.  So instead of a faint whiter line I now had a dark black hair line right through the white cow’s back.  I consulted the lecturer and alas nothing could be done to save the image.  

This was the age of analog. Now, with digital editing, I have been able to remove the flaw and now have my image back. Film always has the problem of dust and fingerprints.

Skateboarder

Young person in flight jumping photographers head on skateboard.

Finally the famous skateboard photo. Well-famous in the mind of the Harris family.  I was in Canberra with my friend and fellow artist/photographer Julian Di Stefano.  We had just been to the National Gallery in Canberra, where we saw an exhibition of 150 years of photography. All the greats were on display. We were particularly taken with seeing originals by Andre Breton. 

After the exhibition, we were casually strong through Civic. It was late afternoon. We were looking for food.  In the early nineties Civic, the center shopping district of Canberra, was deserted and food was not found.  We were also taking photos. We came across a group of teenagers on skateboards.  They were jumping house bricks.  One of the lads was easily clearing six house bricks. The moment of a photographer’s madness kicked in and I thought, get him to jump my head and camera. 

Meeting the challenge

I approached the skater and proposed the challenge. Julian and all the other skaters thought I was mad.  For me, I would be much lower than six bricks but the challenge for the skater was one of guts and nerves. The stakes were higher. Challenge accepted I lay down, camera in hand.  

The result was that he was an instant hero and so was I. 

I didn’t realise it but I only had the one shot. It was the last frame of the film. It was getting dark, so the exposure was very underexposed. Thus the film was thin. You can just see the hand grasping the front of the board. I’m sure he jumped higher than he had done earlier.  This led to several issues with the film. There was no emulsion to work with. Consequently there was no contrast, and as with all film without emulsion, all manner of dust and specs show up when developed.  There was a big white spec on his nose and another on his left eye, plus a lot of other marks. 

I got the shot but could not use it.  It remained an iconic moment in my mind. Fortunately, digital repairs have now resurrected the image. 

Influence – Proud of My nephew.

So to record the Harris story as mentioned above. We were all at a picnic with my sister and her kids in a Marysville park. Steve Harris had his bike jumping off various objects. Now for a repeat.  I had much better lighting. I put out the challenge to jump off a large log over my head and camera.   Photo taken but Steve went over the top of his handlebars and landed on his face.  It was later discovered he actually broke his nose.  But again, note to self never do this when at the end of a roll of film. I self-wound my own films, and the roll was at its end.  The film was black. It was all for nothing. My sister never forgave me for hurting her boy. 

Steve Harris went on to be a brilliant photographer. I had some influence in mentoring him early on. But more than this he learnt a big lesson.  A low angle makes for great photos.  Something he uses to incredible effect in his sports event photography.  Ironically they often include pushbikes.

Art as Therapy

I have just watched a stimulating YouTube video by Alain de Botton called ‘Art is Therapy in the Rijksmuseum’. (links at the bottom) Wow! He really made me think about my own work- how it is therapy. For me and for others. As I was watching, I glanced up at my recent work ‘Sentinels’ and was struck by the power of this lens of viewing. So this blog is an attempt to frame my recent work through the paradigm shift he describes. I will start off with the work Sentinels.

Art as Therapy for me the artist.

Silver wattles Guarding the path into the rainforest beyond
Art as Therapy – Sentinels

Sentinels – Crowds in Landscape No.2

First – stop and look. I have made the work full width -so you can immerse yourself in the painting.

Immersion - into the dark beyond - Art as Therapy.
Immerse yourself.

It is mid 2022. It has been a hard three years for everyone. COVID: isolation, withdrawal, vulnerability, not knowing the future, it looks dark and bleak. What lies beyond? It is winter. This is a winter painting. Yet one of the overriding comments people have made about this work is that one could walk into it to go down the path into this unknown. Somehow it is inviting.

There are pillars – almost pillars of light, guarding this darkness and unknown. These are the sentinels of wisdom. Yes old and moss covered, but guarding and protecting. Separating light from darkness. I could go on about the place of the Silver Wattle and its relationship with the Myrtle forest – but I have done that on the more didactic page about this painting in the gallery menu.

My struggle

As art as therapy this work functions as a primal architype of the unknown future. It is the Hansel and Gretel story. Goldilocks entering the wood off the beaten path – into the unknown. For my life, that was what last year was. Having moved from the security of employment into developing an arts practise. Not yet knowing what the pillars which will support us will be. Questions of paying for diesel, as a real metaphor of fuel for life .

The struggle with the weather – painting outside for the first time in a Tasmanian winter. Being only able to paint once or twice a week – the light restricting me to one canvas a day. The fears of the unknown – being medically vulnerable to COVID, and been physically vulnerable with a knee injury.

What were the COVID years for you? – Can you put yourself in this picture as I have done? I now realise, thanks to Alain de Botton, I did just this as I was painting it. I was painting more than what was simply before me – the work was also my therapy.

Into the Woods.

There is a whole Sondheim Musical on that title! What lurks inside? Red Riding Hood, wolves and woodcutters. We don’t like to live in deep forests much. Perhaps our cultural heritage is very happy with the woodcutters clearing paradise to put up a parking lot. With easel and assorted comforts and technical equipment I ventured between these sentinels into the woods. This first painting I did in this forest was very much to do with woodcutters.

Renew: Stump in rainforest
Renew

Renew – Figures in landscape No.4

The old woodcutter got this one. Again, stop and look.

Renew: Stump in rainforest
Immerse yourself

Imagine

Open your eyes and look. Its not hard to imaging sitting there, light dappling through the trees. Leaves dancing, and ferns floating in the sunlight. Light changing, highlighting this and that. Then immersed in shadow again. Your eyes like butterflies flitting from one part of the canvas to another. Discovering newness. Unless you go into the forest, the dark foreboding forest in the previous painting, you would miss the beauty that awaits the risk takers.

Light needs darkness to see. Without the dark, without the shadows that light brings, the light will have no glory. Neither would the rainforest. It is a place of light and dark. Now imagine also the cold dampness and warming promise of heat from the sun. Imagine sitting here, fingerless gloves keeping the blood flowing to the brush. Imagine the mosquitoes who call this home. Risk bought this beauty. For me, the artist, it was forty hours of immersion, risk and benefit. Forty hours of wonder, beauty and amazement. Hours and hours of feeding my soul.

Stump of renewal

Now see the stump. Cut off at the roots – literally. A life changed, challenged. Yet this old life, the heritage of the forest feeds the new. From this root, this Root of Jesse – to use another metaphor comes new life. Comes restoration, not just renewal of the forest its canopy threatened by the axe, but renewal of life itself. Immerse yourself again.

Renew: Stump in rainforest
See life – be renewed.

More than an image of life. Imaging as I experienced the chatter of birds, the special visits I received from the Blue Fairy Wren and the wonderful Pink Robin who tried to land in my painting. Hear the sounds of the distant creek, the sounds of life, the sound of the falling tiny myrtle leaf.

Marvel as I have done that, through change comes new life. It is through hardship and struggle that perseverance is born, and perseverance develops character and character brings hope. And hope does not disappoint, for it it the seed of all life.

Take time to ponder these things.

Art is for pondering.

Also in this remnant Myrtle rainforest is found my next painting.

Immersion art as therapy Image of small sassy sassafras tree
Sassy Sassafras

Sassafras – Figure in Landscape No 39.

By now you will perceive a pattern. Yes, expect an immersion. But first let me tell you / remind you of an comment Mr Bean made in Mr Bean the Movie. He turns up at the Chicago Art Gallery – mistaken by the Gallery as an art expert. Bean is asked, what exactly he does? (he is actually one of the faceless security guards. ) His answer was profound. “I sit and look at paintings” The art elite are profoundly stuck by this. Who knew – art is for contemplation. I expect that Alain de Botton – the author of ‘Art as Therapy’ would also loved Beans reading of ‘Whistlers Mother’ at the end of the movie as well.

Immersion art as therapy Image of small sassy sassafras tree close up
Intimate closeness

This was my view, the artists view. Seated on the ground. A small, knarly, aged but stunted sassafras of very little consequence. Perhaps his teacher said he had so many flaws he wouldn’t amount to anything. In the shadow of a giant Myrtle just over my left shoulder this tree lives. Honest, eking out a living. Planted where it is. Living with the hand it has been dealt. Visually the tree forms a hand so literally and metaphorically.

What does the fact I have invested in this painting, say about me?

My aesthetic, my Therapy

I have come to realise that I have dedicated a lot of my life – particularly my professional teaching life to the disadvantaged and struggling student. I have championed the misfits and those who found school was torture. For those who don’t know I founded and pioneered two secondary schools for disadvantaged young people. It is very clear from my body of work that I paint the small and disadvantaged tree as often as I do the iconic giants. My life and artistic work is a whole, and wholesome in its consistency.

At the end of 2020 I stepped out of my educational role in one of these schools straight into this forest. And this was the first painting I chose to paint!

Now I need to stop and think on this.

Close, personal, intimate.

To be understood as to understand. Not so much to be loved but to love another. – The words of Saint Francis

– also the words used by John Michael Talbot in a song I regularly listen to on my way to paint this forest. Immersion is more than being there, it is being there. Bringing the baggage, the thoughts , even the songs, the life lived to the canvas. This is the artist.

Thanks Alain de Botton for your gift of insight and giving to me a new way into my own work. Here is the link – it an hour long talk but wow, worth the investment.

Enjoy

Artist in the artist through the artist.

Russell McKane: how time distilled me into the artist I am.

This blog will bring you into my world. From the pristine wilds of Tasmania to the messy life of an artist who has been passionate about doing art for nearly half a century.

Silver Wattles - Liffey Falls Reserve Camping ground. Oil on Linen 2021

A brief Bio – the rest will come through the stories I have lived and tell in this blog.

Beginnings

I started painting the year Apollo 13 nearly became lost in space. Oil paints with a kitchen knife. My subjects landscapes from calendars and photos in books about the Australian landscape.

I dared to dream – could I possible go to these places and paint on site. I knew nothing about art. At this stage I was totally self taught. We didn’t even have art at school in the small country town, Coolamon Central School.

Learning

I was consumed in my learning. Not the formal stuff, I was bored at school – In the next five years we had moved to the City – finally I could do art at school. Every day after school I painted and painted and painted. During this time I started Drama classes and was successful on local stages. I learnt photography and made a darkroom in our family bathroom. I had joined an art society. Experienced my first live model – read nude. While still painting my Photographic art major work was selected for HSC State exhibition.

I enrolled at Art College – Riverina College of Advanced Education. In the first year I made my mark – well many marks in the form of Jelly stains on the new Gallery wall and ceiling. ( a blog will come) My first solo exhibition opened and closed on the one night when 100 edible Jellies became one big jelly fight. Inspired by my legend art teacher Bruce Jarvis I went to College with the goal of becoming an art teacher.

I developed a new passion. It became clear that a Landscape painter was not going to succeed in a thoroughly modern art setting – so I developed my photography and gained a new passion for silversmithing – It became my major. In Wagga Wagga I reconnected with my Drama tutor and he poured his shakespearian soul into me over these 4 years.

Passions

There were now 4 strings to the cello of my creative life. Painting, Photography, Silversmithing and Drama / Performance Poetry. Each together play and interweave the music that has been my filled full life as I lived it. Because of my diverse interests and giftings I have often been called the Renaissance Man by my close friends.

The next stage of my life one cannot separate my life as an artist and that as a teacher. ( I promise only one blog on the teacher bit….) But being a teacher put me back into the desert of far western NSW. It was in the desert I found my all consuming Art and painting focus. The ever present and humble tree. Not as a prop in the landscape but the very subject, the personhood of The Australian Landscape. So began the beginnings of my painting on site, plein air.

Some forty years later time has distilled the important things in my life that are the focus of this blog and my website. Join me on this journey and enjoy the richness of the places and environments I am painting in.